Can't believe...

I can't believe..my future shattered..just like a broken glass...Shattered into pieces..I can't believe..S@#t!..I earned it..I worked my butt off for that position now it's been taken away from me..I can't explain in words what it did to me with one mistake what I've worked hard for vanished into thin air. 13 year's of hard work..Damn..I wished I can have it back But I was told to work to get my post back..How can they be heartless?.Why did they do this to me?..I want justice..I wanted to run..run away from all this I can't stand it anymore..I ask myself over and over..was it right?, were they on their right man?, did I deserve this?..I will never know the answer and I dont want to know..Because it's just too late..I'm ashamed of what they have done to me..it was cruel..Very cruel..I will never be the same..I will not forget this day..The day they took everything away from me.