Fantasy..!!

Let me share with you a very intense and very sensitive moment..I shared with a very special person in my heart about my fantasy..It all started while talking on the phone in one moment we were fighting..let's just summarize it..it was not cool what happened next until we met that same night going through what just started was just a conversation on the phone..aaahhh..I was so mad..I could'nt hold of myslef I tried my best to calm down but I just burst and the things I said was very awful..I know cause I realized every word coming out of my mouth was impulsive..I dont like to be provoked..once you start something..I'll make sure I'll finish it for you,Yes I have a very bad temper but that moment I bursted..I felt so bad leaving while there my special someone sit's on the side walk..with face so sad and mad at the same time..I was sad too..I could'nt let it..I went back and confront what I started..and told myself..NEVER again I will share my fantasy to someone who is closed to be dearly. We managed to settle things right there and then.. i dont if it was forgotten but I know for sure..not..But it was just a fantasy.. and it will end as a fantasy..